WHILE WALKING ALONG A QUIET PLACE WITH THE NATURE

I was walking along a quiet place somewhere in the town. Suddenly, I found myself somewhere that left me amused. The magnificent view, tall hills all around me, I could see nothing than fields all around. Well, some small houses made it feel more pleasing as there was no feeling of loneliness in my heart. Everything around were making me feel so good. No one was around yet I wasn't lonely at all.

Before my mind embraced this beauty of the surrounding, I was all confused about things. Now, with the glimpse of time, I realized something. The thing for which I was running for wasn't mine at the first place itself. I knew this from the very beginning but it’s just I didn't want to confront it. Actually, whatever I thought of was just a silly dream and how could it come true? After all, dreams are just a dream. They vanish as soon as we wake up from the sleep.

Well, I’m happy; I dared to confront the truth. Though it took me a long time and I guess it somewhat ruined me but what is life for? Isn't it for making mistakes and taking lessons? Now I guarantee, I’ll never make such silly mistakes ever again.

It’s pretty hilarious! Maybe it’s human nature, not giving up on things you want. Claiming right over those things that were never yours and will never be yours.

When I remember my silly acts, I want to pretend like. Whh..aa..t? No! That was not me. How could I act  that stupid? Was I that stupid?

Maybe the desire of making it mine made me act that stupid.

Nevertheless, everything ends up well. Although I can’t give up on my desires, my one and only dream that I wanted that badly. I acted strong enough. I confronted the truth. Instead of running after it worthlessly, I decided to give up on it. The decision was harsh but it was necessary for me to live a meaningful life and to gain the self respect that I had lost somewhere between my stupid deeds.

Maybe it’s time to say, whatever I did till today will be my history tomorrow. Tomorrow will come with new beginning, new dreams, and new responsibilities. I’m strong enough to bury my history and embrace my tomorrow. For the fact, I’m not a coward; I’m the brave warrior of my own life.