Its so much painful when we know the thing we are running for is not our destiny. But we still can't help ourselves from running towards it.We know we are ruining our present and of course our future but can't help it.
Desperacy makes a person weak and helpless.There is no any limit of desperacy. It can go through any extend. It is an illness with no cure. It turns the condition of a person from bad to worse till worst.Finally, everything is destroyed.
I'm letting things go, giving it all to time. If the time thinks I deserve it, I'll surely get it.
I've no option than standing in the bay, starring at the waves and wonder what the waves will bring for me. Starring at the waves i hope that one day the strong waves will slow down and the water will be peaceful and still.
As the rays of sunlight falls upon my head, I feel more tortured. I feel like its teasing me, showing me hope of the things that I'll never get.
Then I ask, "Why its always me? There are millions and billions of people out there."
Then i get an answer from somewhere inside me,"Among these billions of people, you're the only one who will never give up whatever the circumstances. Its only you who will never complain no matter how harshly I torture you. Just wait. After all these harshness and tortures, I've a gift preserved for you. You'll be the one to experience that happiness that no other has experienced till date."
